Though it has been close a couple of times.
I have not been able to write about losing so many family members. Being unable to save siblings, not being able to help when the battles here were at the same time as battles on clan borders...
Losing contact with a parent, when he is so far off that letters will take ages to find him, if they do at all.
Gaining a grandparent only to lose him so quickly.
Out of five parents, there is only one grandparent and one step-grandparent left... and now the business with my half-brother.
Father, I don't have experience with this sort of medicine, and neither do Mama or Vater... and Da's healing knowledge does not help as much either.
I miss you.
Back in the swing
4 months ago